Why?

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Everything in this piece of work is true. All of it happened to me, and all I dare to ask is why. I know I am a boy. I have found a very small group of friends willing to accept me. My closest friens are: Ashleigh Armstrong, Julianna Harrison, Kristina Boynton, Elizabeth Miner, and Christian Hope Willis. I have to say thank you to them for staying by my side no matter what happens. Those 5 care about me more than my parents.

About abo from my bus trying to rape me, he did try to rape me. I met with him at a park and he kept grabbing my breasts and saying things like "Why don't you wanna have sex with me?! I know you're asexual, but you won't be once I'm up iside you!" Once he said "I'll make you feel like the luckiest woman on earth," I nearly ran away crying... Things like the thought of sex, being stuck as a girl, and not being able to be who I am terrify me; yet I have to live with those thoughts every day. I don't understand why I can't have just been born the boy I am inside.

EDIT: This has already gotten so much traffic, and is was only posted about 30 minutes ago. I just want you guys to know that I read every comment, and I see every fave. Thanks to those who have commented and faved this! I really appreciate it.
EDIT 2: This hasn't even been submitted for a full day, yet it already has 60 comments and 44 faves! I've been replying to as many comments as I can, and I am startled by the overwhelming support. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.